The time is so early, yet only darkness has a hold on the Sky.
The shadows have moved on. Night has taken its place on the land.
The frenzied thoughts in my mind seeming to have passed on with the shadows.
What’s left is as dark and still as the air outside.
Not Peace, but a horrifying stillness.
The stillness of Death, the Death of emotions.
The massive weight of them that pressed into my heart, now, not only missing but gone.
The flame of the passionate heart put out by the overwhelming cold.
A now welcome place as the Fire had started to burn my skin.
That which had kept me safe and warm had turned into a place of explosion and pain.
The cold helps the pain, numbs it along with everything else.
The memory of the Sun no longer present in my mind.
When the darkness consumes your heart, what else can matter?
There being no purpose to fight any longer.
Now, just to lay down in the cold and dark and forget.
– Kahlan222 : January, 5th 2018